Balak

Within this week, or siguro, within this month? Ewan, basta, balak kong magkape sa OMG mag-isa ko. Unwind unwind din pag may time.. hahahaha..

(sus kung makapag unwind? stressed ka? OO!)

Thesis

OO, HINDI AKO PUMUNTA SA THESIS KASI AYOKO AT NAKAKASAWA NA.

Lahat may kanya-kanyang issue. Drama bomb!

Nakakairita kasi hindi lahat gumagalaw.

Ayoko na, nakakabadtrip.








I'd rather stay at home and talk to myself  than having to bear with them.





Wrong grammar ba? Wala akong pake.

NOSEBLEED

Gusto mo bang dumugo ang ilong mo?

Pwes, pumunta ka na sa:

ClutteredRoom.weebly.com!

;)

Ahahahahaha!

Totoo na 'yan. Pramis. Last ko na talaga 'yan. PRAMIS! Unless bibigyan mo ako ng pera na pang bili ko ng sarili kong domain. :p

weirdness

Dude, I suddenly have the urge to wear a dress...

O.o wuuuuut?

Ano 'to? Nagiging babae na ba ako? hahahahaha! baliw... Babae naman ako ah! :p

Tado

I feel so sad. Grabe, sobrang affected ako. Nanlalambot. Bakeeeeeeet. I'm even teary eyed.... :'(

MELTING POINTT

Breakdown moments...

(Madrama at mahaba 'to, kumuha ka ng tissue. At oo, in English)


"Today I feel like c***. Sorry for the word but I really do. Everyday, every time I go to school, I'm just, dragging my feet. I'm forcing myself to get up, and face the day. I'm fed up. I'm getting tired. I thought I was fine, but NO I WAS NOT. I don't know what to do with my life anymore, and so it begins. I stared at the floor, then suddenly, tears started to fall. Once again, I was talking to God:

Lord God, I don't know what to do anymore. I just really don't know. I want to give up. I want to run away and forget everything. Everyday, I'm dragging myself to go to school. I got a 67 in a major subject, and our thesis, it's far from being finished. I want to review my notes, but my brain won't work. I want to understand these lessons, but my brain, won't, work. Lord, I'm really tired. Ayoko na po. Hindi ko na alam 'yung gagawin ko sa buhay ko. Natatakot po ako para sa future ko. What if hindi ako maka-graduate on time? Lord, I'm scared.
The people around me, I tend to shut myself from them. Lord, I'm sorry if I hate the people that you've placed in my life to protect me. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.
Lord, I thought I was fine. But NO I WAS NOT. I forced myself to believe that happiness can be found here in this fallen world. I thought I can face everyday by myself. I thought I can do things independently. BUT AGAIN, I WAS VERY WRONG. Lord, I'm sorry. Forgive me."

I started to sob real hard.

Lord, please, don't let this happen again. I don't want to be apart from you. Not again. Please Lord, I want to be with you forever. To depend on you always. Not depending on my strength, but Yours. Lord I pray that simple things won't hinder or distract me to be with you. No hindrances to serve you.

"Lord thank you for opening my eyes that there is something wrong with me. Thank you for not hardening my heart. Thank you. Thank you for letting me realize the things that I really need to change and the things that I need to let go of. Thank you for reminding me, that You are a sovereign, gracious, merciful, loving, forgiving, compassionate, wise, holy, kind, amazing God. Thank you that I am not alone. Friends and families will leave me someday, but not You. This world will pass, but not You. Thank you Lord God."

Weird Indeed

May assignment kami, movie review. Yes, movie review. Hahaha. Nitatamad siguro 'yung instuctor, haha, joke. Uy, dagdag class standing din 'yan, kaya keribels lang. At ang weird dahil....

Movie Review, assignment. Utak ni Raisa:
Raisa, tara gawin natin 'yung iba nating assigment. Gawin natin 'yung UGRC ng thesis group niyo, ano pa ba, ah, review tayo sa HCI, SRM.. Tara!

Kapag may assignment si Raisa sa ibang subject. Kapag may assignment siya sa mga subjects mentioned above. Utak ni Raisa:
Tsong, tara nuod tayo ng A Crazy Little Thing Called Love... Or Mulan nalang kaya? Ay alam ko na..... Twilight Saga... ;)